Bon Voyage


A letter to a friend about to set off on a new chapter of life:


Dear XXX,

I am writing to wish you the best as you embark on a new phase of life. I imagine you must be filled with anticipation about what lies ahead. How will living in New York be like? Will it be challenging or enjoyable? Will you meet interesting people? Will you form lasting friendships? What will the next step after that be for you?

Ah, the glorious uncertainties of life. Such uncertainty brings with it a blank canvas of infinite possibilities. Such uncertainty is the joy of being alive.

Our lives are filled with journeys, whether it is enrolling in a graduate degree program or entering a competition or starting a new business or a new relationship. However, there is also an inner journey accompanying our external endeavors and our experiences in the world.

This inner journey happens in the background of our consciousness. It influences how our attitudes and perceptions change based on our experiences. If we can bring it into the foreground from time to time, if we can turn our light of awareness on what’s happening inside of us, we can gain insight about who we really are and what makes us tick.

I wish nothing less for you during your journey. I hope you that discover your inner spark. I hope that life is kind to you. I hope that you find what your heart desires most.

I’ll leave you with one final quote that is one of my personal favorites:

~Every journey has a secret destination of which the traveler is unaware~

Sincerely,
ZZZ.

A Writer's Prayer


O Divine Force,
O Lord of Creation,
I am your little child.
As I sit here today, I am here to serve you.
Anything that gets created through me will only be with your blessings.
I am your instrument, your vehicle for delivery of the stories that must be told.
Guide me, for I am here to do your bidding.


Match Point


2-6, 2-5; 15-40.

Javier bent down, on his haunches, breathing heavy. He glanced up at the scoreboard, and then stared at ground. His stomach squirmed inside.

Match point. He was about to be knocked out of the tournament. The same tournament that he had worked so hard, and sacrificed so much, to part of.

As he slowly stood up, his mind flashed back to all those skipped classes; all those missed outings with friends and family; all those parties he didn’t attend; all the hard training sessions, the hours of relentless practice he had put in; He remembered his knee injury, and how traumatic that had been, and then the eventual recovery that followed. He remembered his first girlfriend, Laura, dumping him, because of his commitment to his tennis. He remembered missing his grandmother’s funeral, while he was at a training camp.

His jaw clenched together unconsciously. Was he really going to lose after all that? After all those journeys, was he going to bow out tamely in the quarter-final? Was it all over for him?

A burst of adrenalin soared through his veins.

No. No way. It was not over for him. Not today. Not like this.

He took a ball out of his pocket, and went up to the line, preparing to serve. He looked across the net. His opponent was ready, waiting to pounce, probably eager to finish him off and go home.

Javier’s breathing became steady. He bounced the ball on the ground. Silence. Not a single thought flowed through his mind. He felt a gentle gust of wind flick against his sweaty brow. All he could hear was his own breathing.

He tossed the ball up, arched his back, and swung the racket in a swift motion. Ace. 30-40.

His mind remained still. His breathing was an even keel. He went back to the mark, and served again. Another clean connection, but this time the opponent got a racket on it and it came across to his service line.

Javier saw the trajectory of the ball, every step of the way, as if it were moving in slow motion. He saw the ball, only the ball, and nothing but the ball. He found that his legs had already carried him into the perfect position for the next shot. With a deft flick of the racket, the ball was dispatched to the open court for a winner. Deuce.

            Two more clean aces, and Javier took that game, making the score 3-5.

            ….Javier went on to win the match 2-6, 7-5, 6-3, and stay alive in the tournament.

*****

0-2; 75th minute.

            Gooaaaal. The opposing team players rushed to celebrate with the goal scorer, who was dancing at the corner flag. The majority of the stadium went into a stunned silence, except for the small contingent of traveling fans, who yelled in excitement.

            Andy looked to the sky in angst. His shoulders slumped, his back hunched. He could scarcely believe it.

They needed to win this match to get through to the next round of the tournament. To do that, they now had to score three goals in less than fifteen minutes. Given that they hadn’t managed a single one in the last seventy-five minutes, their chances were less than bleak. He looked at his fellow midfielder, Scott’s downcast eyes and saw nothing but despair.

            His team was about to go down in front of their home crowd. Their season would be over. What an arduous season it had been. First, the two top scorers from last season, left to play for other teams. Then, Marco, the main goal-keeper, suffered a hamstring injury. Despite all that, the team came together, filled-in the various positions, and somehow got to that point. There were lot of disputes and tough moments. So many players had to play out of position, out of their comfort zone. Yet, the team was still there in the tournament, still hanging on.

As he trudged back along with his teammates, to their own half, Andy looked at the crowd in the stadium, where a grave silence hung in the air. Some had already started making their way to the exits, unable to bear the misery any longer.  A young boy, sitting in the first few rows, caught Andy’s eye. The boy was wearing the home team’s jersey, and holding the flag. His face was painted with the team’s colors. But at that moment, his face had contorted into an expression of pain. He looked like he was about to cry.

Andy felt something snap inside of him. It was like a dam bursting and releasing a deluge of water.

We can’t let go. We can’t lose this. Not here. Not today. No chance in hell.

“This is not over,” Andy found himself yelling at his teammates, who stared at him. He quickly rounded them into a huddle.

“This is not over,” He repeated. “We’re not going to lose today. No way. Now, I know you’ll are tired and it’s been a tough season, but we can’t let this go.” Andy paused and looked at his teammates. The words were automatically pouring out of him. His voice rose to a fever pitch. “We didn’t come this far, to lose like this at home. We didn’t go through all that, only to be knocked out.”

Andy was shaking his head. “Let’s fight for Marco, and for our coach. Let’s fight for all those doctors and trainers that gave up their nights and weekends to get us in shape for this. And most of all, let’s fight for these fans that have filled the stadium every weekend, traveled through rain and snow, and supported us through thick and thin.”

He saw a glimmer of hope in his teammate’s eyes. He could tell that his words were having an effect. “Let’s do this.”

“Yeah.”

“C’monnnnn.”

“It’s not over…”

“Let’s give them HELL.”

Play resumed, and the team raced around the field with renewed energy. Each player covered their positions as though their life depended on it.

Andy began controlling more of the ball in the midfield and dictating play. His mind had suddenly cleared of all noise. His breathing was rhythmic. He found his legs moving swiftly, of their own accord.

He stole the ball of the opposing midfielder and darted ahead down the left of the field. A couple of defenders were closing in on him from ahead. Of the corner of his eye, he saw Scott was unmarked to his right. He tilted his body to the left, and slid the ball across to Scott. In the next instant, he spun in between the two defenders and made a run into the opposing penalty area.

Scott saw this movement, and immediately laid the ball back to Andy. Before the defense had a chance to react, Andy cut back to the center, with the ball at his feet. His mind was still eerily silent. He looked up at the goal. The goalkeeper was moving closer to him, trying to cut off the angles.

Andy lifted his right foot, turned slightly to the right, opening up his body. The goalkeeper saw this and started stretching to his left, to the far post. But Andy had other ideas. At the last instant, he changed direction, swung his foot to the left and let the ball fly towards the near post. The goalkeeper was left wrong-footed and unable to react.

Andy watched the ball airborne, as if in slow motion. It crashed into the bottom corner of the net.

Gooaaaaal. Andy was surrounded by his jubilant teammates. 1-2. He picked the ball up and carried it to the center line.

“It’s not over.” Andy shouted. “We still have work to do.”

The team drove onwards, their blood pumping at a furious rate. They didn’t let the opponents hold the ball for more than a couple of seconds at a time. When they had the ball, they surged forward towards the opposing goal in numbers, like iron filings drawn to a magnetic north pole. It was an irrepressible force.

…Andy’s team went on to score two more goals in the remaining minutes to win the match 3-2, and stay alive in the tournament.

*****

The Married Couple


(Standard bedroom setting; Sunday morning; Husband is lounging on the bed in his pajamas with a remote in hand; a TV stands against the far wall. Wife is fully dressed, and strides in and out of the room.)

Wife:
(stepping into the room, mid-sentence) Have you seen my keys?
Husband:
(stares blankly)
Wife:
(hustles around the room) I can’t find my keys. Where are they?
Husband:
(looks up) I’m sure they are around somewhere.
Wife:
Then where are they? Why can’t I find them? I’ve looked everywhere…
Husband:
(yawns) What time is it?
Wife:
Ha? Can’t you see the clock in front of you? It’s 10:30.
Husband:
(clicks the remote a few times, till he settles on the right channel)
Wife:
(goes out of the room, and then comes in back shortly) I still can’t find my keys…where are they?

Husband:
They’ll turn up somewhere.
Wife:
You’re useless…
Husband:
Hmm…
Wife:
(suddenly catches sight of the keys, fallen next to the bed) There they are
(Wife takes her keys, and steps out of the room. Two hours later, wife returns. Husband is in exactly the same spot, on the bed, in his pajamas, watching TV).

Wife:
(striding into room, dumping her purse) Whew, it’s so hot outside today.
Husband:
Hmm…
Wife:
The brunch was really good. I had the egg salad, and then also the strawberry tart for dessert.

Wife:
(puts her hand on her stomach) I think I ate too much. I can’t afford to put on more weight.

Husband:
Hmm…
Wife:
(looks at herself in the mirror) I shouldn’t have had desert. Have I been putting on weight?

Husband:
(not looking up from his TV) No dear.
Wife:
Tell me really, no. Have I put on weight? Am I looking fat?
Husband:
(looks up) No, not at all, dear.
Wife:
You know that Sheila has put on her so much weight. I was seeing her today after a long while. Her waistline is definitely bulging.

Husband
Hmm…
Wife:
And you should hear that Tina go on and on about her new house.
Husband:
Hmm…
Wife:
Just because she’s moved to the posh neighborhood, she thinks that she is better than everyone else. And you know, she has gotten into that new club, The Executive Club, which no one seems to get into. Didn’t we also apply?

Husband:
We are on the waitlist. (clicks the remote). Do we have more batteries for this thing?

Wife:
(absently takes the remote from him, steps out and comes back with batteries) That Tina has got membership to The Executive Club. I believe it has an amazing pool, and beautiful lawns; They have a lovely barbecue every Sunday evening there.

Husband:
Hmm…
Wife:
(hands back the remote, with the batteries replaced) They also have a superb party room where members can entertain guests.

Husband:
(takes his remote back, and experiments with clicking)
Wife:
But Tina brags on and on about this and that. I can’t stand it anymore. I don’t know why I even go out with her.

Husband:
Then, why do you?
Wife:
What?
Husband:
If you dislike Tina so much, then why do you go out with her?
Wife:
(frowns) Because she is Julie’s friend, who is Kiran’s sister, who is in the same yoga class with me and Kavi. Also, Tina’s niece goes to the same school as Veena’s daughter and Veena is an office friend of my close friend, Tanya..

Husband:
(scratches his head) Okaayy..
Wife:
…you wouldn’t understand…
Husband:
(goes back to watching TV intently)
Wife:
Also, next Saturday we are going out for dinner with the Kumar’s.
Husband:
(continues watching his TV)
Wife:
And the weekend after that, we are having lunch with my sister.
Husband:
Hmm…
Wife:
Oh, did you get that crystal showpiece I asked you to pick up?
Husband:
Ha?
Wife:
It’s available right next to your office. I reminded you to pick it up last Sunday. (starts pacing around the room)

Husband:
Hmm…(leans to the side, to watch the TV around his wife)
Wife:
I can’t believe you forgot again.
Husband:
(still straining his neck to watch the TV) I’ll get it tomorrow.
Wife:
That’s too late. We had to take it as a gift for Ravi’s house-warming party tonight.
Husband:
Tonight?
Wife:
(notices him leaning to look around her at the TV) What are you watching anyways?

Husband:
It’s the Wimbledon quarter-finals.
Wife:
(turns to look at the TV) You and your tennis.
Wife:
(turns back to face him) The party is tonight, and now we have nothing.
Husband:
(still watching the TV) Can’t we just pick up something on the way?
Wife:
No, I had picked out the perfect gift, and you had to forget. I’ll just have to go get that right now…unless you have some other brilliant ideas?

Husband:
Hmm…
Wife:
…I didn’t think so…
Wife:
I’ll need to withdraw some money. I’m taking the debit card.
Husband:
Hmm…
(Wife opens the cupboard, takes a few things, grabs her purse and heads out. Half an hour later, she comes back into the bedroom to find her husband still in the same position on the bed, in his pajamas, watching TV.)

Wife:
Oh God, you still haven’t gotten out of bed. You haven’t even taken a bath. What are you just sitting there? C’mon, get up, it’s past lunch time…

Husband:
(yawns, stands up slowly, stretches out his arms, and disappears into the bathroom)