There was a wetness in the air. A
dampness that you could feel, ever so subtly, on the pores of your skin. The
smell of fresh rain was everywhere, an unmistakable mark of the imminent Mumbai
monsoon.
The showers started last night and
continued intermittently till afternoon, before abating. Few raindrops still
dripped from the leaves of trees and from the protruding awnings above
storefronts. The roads were wet and puddles appeared here and there.
Over one such puddle, an old lady
squatted down and peered into it. The face that reflected back was wrinkled and
dark. She had two nose rings, a hanging belly and flabby arms. She wore a saree
that was once a vibrant violet color, but years of wear and tear made it look like
a dull, dusty brown.
She cupped her hands, scooped up some
water from the puddle and splashed it on her face. Then, she wiped off her face
with the ends of her saree, and stood up slowly. She walked back to her butta
stall, which was just outside a popular city park.
“How are
you today Chachi?” A pot-bellied man asked. He was seated on the ground nearby,
with a basket placed in front of him, containing his wares, which included assorted
kinds of nuts, like peanuts, black chana, etc.
“All good,” Chachi smiled at him. Two
of her front teeth were missing. Yet there was a lightness and brightness in
her smile.
“Your back is still hurting?” The man
asked.
“A little bit. But this is normal at my
age.”
“It’s time to retire now, Chachi. Give
up this butta business.”
Chachi just smiled, and said nothing. She shifted around some coal pieces placed in a rusty metal structure, and lit up the flames from underneath.
“Butta, sweet corn. Hot butta. Sweet
corn,” She called out, in a voice that was hoarse from years of selling butta.
It was evening time, and the crowd of
people entering and leaving the park was steadily picking up. There were
retired folks on their evening walk, young couples looking to cozy up, mothers
pushing their babies in prams.
Two young boys appeared in front of Chachi,
wearing t-shirts and jeans, with backpacks slung over their shoulders. One of
them was a thin and scrawny fellow who wore rectangle-shaped, half-rimed
spectacles. The other was short and stout, and had unshaven beard stubble all
over his face.
“Make two buttas for us, Chachi,” The
thin boy said, raising two fingers.
Chachi nodded. She picked up corn ears,
peeled the skin off, and placed them on her vessel. She took out a stiff piece
of paper, attached to a wooden stick, and used it to fan the flames.
“Karan dude, just chill,” The thin boy said
to his friend. “Everything will be okay in the long run.”
“What long run, ha?” Karan, the unshaven
boy, shot back. “What is all this long run bullshit? I’m screwed, that’s all
there is.”
“You got a K.T. in one exam, it’s not
the end of the world….”
“What the fuck do you know, ha Rahul?” Karan
had a grimace etched on his face. “A K.T. is a failure, and you’ve never failed
an exam in your life, so what would you know about it??”
Rahul lapsed into silence. They watched
as Chachi continued to fan the flames on her stove. She rotated the sticks of corn,
making sure each part got roasted properly. Her movements had a certain rhythm
and attentiveness to them.
“It’s just one exam,” Rahul said.
“Just one exam??”
“You can pass on the next attempt,
dude. That’s why it’s allowed A.T.KT. - Allowed To Keep Term.”
“Thanks, I didn’t know what A.T.K.T. stands for,” Karan glared. “You just solved all my problems by telling me the full form.”
A little boy, dressed in rags, tapped
at Karan’s leg. “Bhaiya, I haven’t eaten for days. Please give me something.”
“Get lost,” Karan barked.
“Dude,” Rahul said, “What will happen
because of failing? What is the worst that can happen?”
“I’m planning to go to U.S. for my
Masters, you know that. Now, I won’t be able to get admission into…”
“No man, that’s not necessarily true. You can do well on the second attempt. And anyways, they mainly look at your GRE scores.”
“They look at exam marks too, at least the top tier universities do. And I don’t want to settle for second string ones. This is my dream, you know that. I want to get a job in Silicon Valley, hopefully with a company like Google. But it's all screwed up now,” Karan’s face contorted as he spoke. “And then, there’s Aparna.”
Rahul looked across at his friend.
“She’s used to the good life, Rahul.
Her family has a big bungalow in Bandra, three or four servants, cars and drivers
to take her everywhere.” Karan’s voice grew shrill. “I have to give her a comfortable
life, and I just can’t do that here. I’ve promised to take her to the US with
me. When I get my Silicon Valley job, then everything will be fine. Otherwise
if I’m stuck here, there is no way she will marry me, dude. No way.”
Rahul placed a hand on his friend’s
shoulder. The two boys stood in silence for a few minutes.
“Everyone has dreams, you know,”
Karan said, looking away. “Just like it is your dream to create a tech startup
here. Everyone has a dream like that. And it sucks when your dreams get ruined.”
“It’s not ruined,” Rahul said quietly.
“It is ruined.” Karan shouted. “You don’t know how competitive it is.
Hundreds of thousands of students like me apply every year. You just won’t
understand…”
“You’ll want some butter on the
corn?” Chachi’s voice interrupted them.
Both the boys looked at her. Rahul
shook his head.
They looked on, as Chachi squeezed a
drop of lemon on the corn. She dipped the lemon in a spicy masala powder, and distributed
it evenly all over the corn.
With a gentle smile, Chachi handed them
their buttas.
The smell of the freshly roasted corn,
with the spicy masala, mixing with the latent moisture in the air made for a
heady cocktail.
“What about her?” Rahul asked his
friend, gesturing towards the old lady.
“Ha?”
“Do you think Chachi has any dreams?”
Karan looked at the wrinkled figure as
she adjusted the coals in her stove.
“She’s been selling butta here for the
last 20-30 years.” Rahul said, biting into his corn. “She’s even here on
Sundays, and holidays. I don’t think she ever misses a single day. Do you think
she also has dreams?”
“Of course she does.” Karan said.
“You think so?”
“Everyone has dreams, dude. Everyone.”
****
On the footpath along the busy road
outside Mahalakshmi Temple lane, a little girl struggled to focus on her
assigned task.
Next to her, two saree-clad women,
her mother and her aunt, removed white, jasmine-scented flowers from plastic
bags. Those gajra flowers were the only wares that the family sold.
They were all seated on a cloth that
had been spread out on the wet ground. There were scattered leaves, scrap papers,
and other junk all over the footpath.
A small metal rod had been hammered
into a crack in the ground. The girl’s mother tied a thin, white thread to the
rod. She scowled at the girl.
“C’mon Nandu, don’t sit there like a
moron.”
Nandu fidgeted with the end of her
kurta with one hand, and tossed a small stone repeatedly on the ground with the
other.
“This is so boring, ma,” She said.
“Every day the same thing. Every day, take out flowers and tie them to a garland.
I hate all this.”
“Shut up, and get to work. The
evening traffic has started. We have to get enough flowers ready to sell.”
“I don’t want to,” Nandu folded her
arms.
“Look at your sister, look how she’s
working,” Her mother gestured to a smaller girl, who was sitting cross-legged,
and separating each individual flower from a fresh bunch. She handed these
flowers to the aunt, who strung them up onto another the white thread, like the
one the mother was setting up. The aunt then stitched the flowers together to
form a kind of garland that women wore on their buns, to decorate their hair.
“Separate only the good flowers, Choti,”
Ma said. “Discard the spoilt and shriveled ones aside.”
“Yes, ma,” Choti said.
“Learn something from her, Nandu,” Ma
said.
Nandu frowned at her sister, who
gave her a sly smile.
“Who are you going to be today,
didi?” Choti whispered. “Priyanka?”
Nandu shook her head. “No stupid,
that was yesterday.”
“Then, Deepika?”
Nandu shrugged.
“Stop encouraging her with this
nonsense,” Ma snapped. “Every day she imagines she is some new Bollywood
star…stupid girl.”
Nandu looked away. That ‘nonsense’ was
her dream. But Ma would never understand.
“Why can’t you understand, Nandu?” Ma
said. “We have seven people to feed. Four of us here, your drunkard father, and
your useless brothers. Where is the money going to come from, ha? We have to
sell at least twenty sets of these flowers…why don’t you have any common sense?”
Nandu didn’t reply. She picked up a
bunch of flowers and put them in front of her. She looked along the footpath to
see two short, dark boys a few meters away. Her useless brothers.
One of them had a torn-t-shirt, shorts,
and a pair of chappals. The other boy, the smaller one, wore just a long, loose
t-shirt with no shorts or footwear. They had a few marbles in their hands, and
were taking turns bending down, and aiming them at the ones on the ground, oblivious
of the puddles around.
“Come didi, play with us.,” The brother
with chappals called out, when he saw Nandu looking in their direction. “It’ll
be fun.”
“Get lost,” Nandu shouted back.
Ma stared at her, as Nandu fiddled with
the flowers in front of her.
“If you’re not able to do any work,” Ma
said. “At least make yourself useful, and go look after your brothers.”
“No,” Nandu said. “They’re useless boys.”
Her eyes wandered to the road, where
the cars honked, cut lanes and zigzagged their way through the nonstop traffic.
Suddenly, her ears perked up.
A song emanated from the open windows
of one of the cars halted at the red signal. Nandu strained her ears to listen.
Her body swayed involuntarily.
“Stop that, Nandu,” Ma said.
But she couldn’t stop it. Without
warning, she jumped up, and grabbed one of the flower garlands lying next to
her sister.
“What are you…” Ma reached out to grab
her hand, but Nandu slipped from her grasp. She ran to the basket that was tied
to the tree on the footpath, reached in and fetched her most prized possession.
That floral yellow dupatta.
It was slightly torn on the edges, and
dusty all over, but Nandu loved it.
“Oye Nandu,” Ma shouted. “Where you’re
going? Bring back those flowers, they are not ready…Choti, run after your
sister, and get her back….”
Nandu bolted towards the car, the source of the music. The song was fully audible now.
“Mainu
kala chasma….O mainu kala kala chasma...”
Nandu wrapped the yellow dupatta around
her neck, and slung one end over her shoulder. She threw her hair back, and
broke into her dance.
Her hips swayed, her eyes sparkled and her
feet tapped to the beat of the music. She waved the flowers in her hand,
swiveling round and round, never missing a beat. Before long, she started singing the chorus.
“O mainu kala chasma...mainu kala kala chasma…”
She caught sight of Choti scampering
behind her.
“Katrina,” Nandu yelled out. “I’m
Katrina today.”
And in her mind, she was Katrina. There was no doubt about
it.
As her loose feet tapped along the
stony pavement, her waist swinging rhythmically, Nandu imagined that she was on
stage at the Filmfare Awards show, performing in front of a huge live audience.
Where there were cars honking, she
heard people applauding. Where the sunlight glinted off the car windows, she saw the
flashing cameras of the assembled paparazzi.
Choti approached her sister and tugged
at her dupatta.
“Didi, come back,” She said softly.
But Nandu didn’t hear a thing. She was
at the awards show. Her performance was electric. The audience was in raptures.
She twirled round and round.
The traffic signal turned green, and
the cars started honking loudly. Nandu only heard the applause reach a
crescendo as she neared the end of her performance. The music started to fade
away.
Choti grabbed her sister’s hand and guided
her back to the footpath, as the cars surged past them. Nandu felt she was
being led to the podium to receive her award.
A boy appeared, pointing a microphone
towards her, which seemed to be orange for some reason.
Nandu mentally rehearsed her acceptance
speech. How hard she had to struggle to get here. From selling gajra flowers on
the road to a best actress award, it had been a remarkable journey for her.
“Didi, you want some?” A boy’s voice asked,
jarring her thoughts.
Nandu blinked, and looked around.
It was the same old footpath. Dirty,
wet, and full of puddles. Her brother was standing in front of her, holding an
orange ice-cream stick.
“You want ice-cream, didi?” The boy said.
“Some memsaab was giving them out. I saved one for you.”
Nandu blinked again. The dream felt so
real. The reality was so stark.
“Take it fast didi, otherwise it will
melt.”
“Shut up, and get lost,” Nandu hissed. She
wanted a Filmfare award, not some stupid ice cream stick.
She stomped off down the footpath,
leaving her brother standing there with the ice cream.
No one understood her dreams. But one
day, she would be a Bollywood star. One day she would win the best actress
award. One day...
****
Stuck amongst the endless traffic, a
taxi driver wiped the sweat from his brow with a handkerchief. The heat was
stifling, despite last night’s rains. The traffic was suffocating. It was just
a sea of cars after cars after cars.
His car was a white Maruti Swift,
which he had bought on loan. Like all of his peers, he too had switched from
driving the regular black-and-yellow city taxi to driving for Ola Cabs, one of
those new fangled taxi apps that all the rich folks used these days.
He reached the assigned spot to see a
family of four standing outside. The man had a thick beard, and wore a white
kurta. His wife wore a simple salwar-kameez. They had two young kids, a boy and
a girl.
“Are you driver Raviprakash Yadav?” The
man asked hesitantly.
The driver nodded.
The kids bundled into the back seat,
followed by the wife. The father stuffed their luggage into the boot.
“Myself,
Shivpal Yadav,” He said, as he lumbered into the front seat.
“Where
you going?” Ravi asked. “You haven’t entered your destination?”
Shivpal fumbled around in the front
pocket of his kurta, and produced a piece of paper.
“This is the address,” He handed the
paper across. “Do you know this place? I’m new to Mumbai, you see.”
Ravi read the paper and just
grunted.
“Are you also from U.P.?” Shivpal
asked.
“Hmm.” Ravi grunted again. It was
evident that this Shivpal was going to talk nonstop. This godforsaken traffic,
and now this fool jabbering away. What a crappy day.
“Myself also from U.P,” Shivpal
said. “Myself arrived in Mumbai two weeks back, with family.” Shivpal gestured
to his wife and children in the back seat. “We stay with Chachaji’s friend, but
his wife wants us to leave. So, I find another room, you see. All these city people
are not nice, they are not like people in the village.”
Ravi halted the car at another red
signal. It felt like he was catching every single red today.
“I heard all the taxi drivers are driving
for these apps now? Is it true?”
“Yes,” Ravi honked at the car that
cut lanes ahead of him.
“How
I can get job in these apps, friend? I know to drive. I’ve driven trucks and
buses and jeeps, and everything else. Can you help me get driver job?”
“No, I can’t help you,” Ravi
snapped.
“Why not, friend? Help a brother
from U.P….”
“Just apply with Ola Cabs, and see if they take you. They will take your driving test, and ask some questions.”
“Acha? What kind of questions?”
“Simple stuff about how long you’ve been driving, and whatever.”
“Acha, acha,” Shivpal nodded his head. “How I contact them? Do you have a number or an address or something?”
“I’ll give you the number after I drop you off.”
“Thank you, friend, thank you.”
Ravi hoped that he would shut up for
a while now.
“Acha, tell me how is it like
driving for these apps?” Shivpal asked. “Is it better than regular taxi? Do you
get more money?”
“It’s all the same.”
“The same? Surely it must be
different, friend. You have this nice a/c car, and there are the apps and all.
How many rides do you get in a day? Are you making more money?”
“It’s the same fucking thing,” Ravi growled. “Every day, I’m sitting behind the wheel, stuck in traffic jams all day long. Nothing ever changes. First gear, second gear, third gear, back to first gear. That’s all there is. It’s all the same fucking crap, day after day.”
Shivpal looked a little stunned by this
outburst. He glanced behind at his family, and then slumped into his seat,
staring out of the window.
Finally there was silence in the car,
which lasted until their destination arrived.
“Thank you, friend,” Shivpal said.
“And sorry for all the questions.”
“It’s fine.”
Ravi’s phone beeped with the next
ride request, which he quickly accepted and drove off.
At the next signal, he realized that
he never gave that fool the number for Ola. He shrugged, and wiped his brow. Why
would anyone want this useless, laborious job of driving a taxi anyways?
For his next ride, Ravi picked up three
city boys. Two of them sat at the back;
one had black, square-rimmed glasses, and other wore a fancy gold watch. All three
were dressed in smart shirts and dark blue jeans. The boy in the front seat had
the top three buttons of his shirt open.
“Good morning, sir,” Ravi said, as
the Ola people had taught him to say.
Their destination, Palladium Mall in
Lower Parel, had been entered in the app. Ravi followed the directions on his
phone, while the boys talked amongst themselves.
He understood only bits and parts of
English, but caught snippets of what they were saying.
“…exams coming up…”
“…wish the semester just got done…”
“…college sucks…”
Ravi’s eyes lit up. College. Exams. His
initial guess about them was right.
“College students, sir?” Ravi asked,
trying to sound as refined as he could.
“Ha,” One of the boys said.
“Myself also knows little English,”
Ravi said.
The boys stopped talking, and exchanged
a look.
“Check out this driver, trying to speak
English and all,” Mr. Open-buttons said, drawing sniggers from the others.
Ravi racked his brain, before speaking
again. “What course study you, sir?”
Another giggle went across the boys.
Ravi looked at them in his rear view mirror.
The spectacled boy replied. “Engineering.”
“Very nice, sir, very nice,” Ravi
gushed. “Myself dream of college
sir…engineering is dream for myself...”
He was aware that he was talking fast.
He was also aware that his words were a source of amusement for his college-going
passengers. But he couldn’t contain himself. College was his ultimate dream. It had been for years and years.
“Myself dream of college, sir,” He
repeated. “What advice you give for me?”
Open-buttons turned behind to his
friends. “What advice can we give our cabbie who wants to be an engineer, ha?”
The boys at the back laughed.
“Dude, we can barely pass engineering
exams ourselves.”
“And this guy can’t even speak English.
I’m sure he can’t read or write. What chance does he have?”
Ravi’s eyes darted from the boy next to him to the rearview mirror.
“Dude, he can probably understand you,”
The spectacled boy said.
“He’s just a stupid cabbie, dude,”
Open-Buttons shot back. “He can’t understand much, trust me.”
Nonetheless, the spectacled boy from
the back seat met Ravi’s gaze in the mirror, and said. “Ha, always keep
studying hard, and that’s it.”
Ravi didn’t bother to nod back. He
understood that his dreams were like a joke to these kids. Kids
born into rich families, with silver spoons in their faces. What did they
know??
His
dream was not a joke.
He fell into a sullen silence for the
rest of the ride. Still, he tried to listen to the boys’ conversations.
“…she is hot, dude…”
“…should ask her for a date…”
“…lectures are so boring….feel like bunking…”
Ravi didn’t understand all of it. He
got that the two from the back seat were goading the third one about some girl.
He also picked up something about skipping classes.
Skipping classes?? Really?? He would
give up all his fingers and toes for the chance to attend these classes. These
fools had no idea how lucky they were. Just no idea.
He dropped them off at the mall,
without another word. The spectacled boy looked at him, and said. “Good luck.”
Ravi nodded. He would be in college one
day. He knew it.
Suddenly, the dashboard of the car
turned into a classroom bench. His driver’s seat became a desk chair. His cell
phone became a notebook.
Ravi was in class. He listened to
everything the teacher said. He took down notes diligently. He never ‘bunked’ any class. Never ever.
He lapped it all up. Physics,
Chemistry, Maths, whatever it was. He prepared hard for the exams. He studied
everything in the syllabus.
Outside on the roads, the cars horned
as they made their way through traffic. Ravi heard them as warning bells as he
gave his final exam paper. He scribbled faster on his paper, determined to
answer all the questions. He wouldn’t just pass the exam; he would top the
class.
Then, he was outside the college
building, waiting to see his results. He pushed past the crowd of students, and
searched for his name on the notice board.
“Did you see my marks?” He asked someone.
“98...” He thought he heard a voice
say.
Wow, 98! He had aced the paper. He knew he would. He
just knew it.
“98 for 3,” The voice became clearer.
It was accompanied by a cackle sound, like that of a radio.
“Oh no,” Someone else groaned. ”98 for
4 now.”
Ravi snapped back to the present. He
saw a group of drivers sitting together in the back seat of a car next to him.
They were huddled around a handheld radio.
“Virat Kohli is gone,” One of them
said. “It’s over now.”
“No, no, they will still chase it.”
Ravi stared at them. Gone was his college classroom. Gone were his class-topping exam results. The real world only had some stupid drivers having a pointless discussion about some frivolous cricket match.
“Ravi bhai,” One of the drivers had
noticed him staring. “We’re all going to Udupi Bhuvan to eat, and watch the
match also. They have a TV there.”
Ravi gave him a blank look.
“Do you want to join us, Ravi bhai?
It’ll be fun. India will win this…”
“No,” Ravi brushed his hand dismissively. He put his car into gear and drove off from there.
One day, he would go to college. One
day, he would become an engineer. One day…
****
It was another miserable day in the
miserable life of Hemant Patil. He had the shittiest job in the whole world.
Every morning, at the ungodly hour
of 6am, he joined a team of ‘Clean-up Marshalls’ as part of Mumbai city’s
Nuisance Detector Squad. They wore blue uniforms with red shoulder epaulets.
Their job was to stop people from public defecation, and fine them if they
caught them in the act.
So, literally the shittiest job in the
world. The t-shirt with the slogan ‘Same shit, Different day’ would have been an apt
description of his life.
He was doing his usual rounds in
Bandra’s Garib Janta Nagar area, which was a popular spot for chronic public
defecation. The wet, rainy morning made the stinky smell of the area even more
pronounced.
Hemant crinkled his nose, as he walked
parallel to the railway tracks, tapping his wooden lathi stick on the ground
every few steps. The rain had reduced to a light drizzle, but the roads were
still slippery.
“Caught one, Patil saab,” A voice
called out.
Hemant walked over to his colleague.
“Did you stop him, Schinde?”
“He had just started, and I stopped
him,” Schinde twirled his mustache. He had his lathi pointed towards an old man with grey hair, wearing
a white banyan, and with a white dhoti wrapped around his waist.
Hemant pulled his slipping pants up
a little, over his bulging waistline. He appraised the old man. “How many times
to tell you fools? Don’t sit in the open, use the mobile toilet that the
government has kept for you’ll.”
“Sorry saab.”
“100 rupees is the fine for you.”
The old man looked at him with
pleading eyes. “Please saab, it won’t happen again.”
Hemant raised his lathi, and the man
cowered back. “How many times we’ve already told you to stop? But you won’t
listen.”
“Sorry saab. I was really feeling
the pressure. Otherwise I would have waited, I swear. I’m old now saab, and I
can’t hold it back for long.”
“Don’t give me that nonsense about
being old and all. Just pay the 100 rupees and get lost from here.”
“I don’t have the money,” The old man
joined his hands, as if in prayer. “Please saab, I won’t do it again.”
“Schinde,” Hemant turned to his
junior colleague. “Did you catch him before or had he already done it?”
Schinde hesitated, looking from
Hemant to the old man.
“I stopped him before,” He said.
Hemant turned to glare at the old man. “Get out of here fast.”
The Marshalls watched the old man
scamper away.
“When will these fools learn?” Hemant
said.
“They can’t help it, ” Schinde said. “They
are used to shitting in the open their whole lives. Now because of this Swachh
Bharat campaign, they are being asked to stand in lines outside toilets, and pay 3
rupees to take a shit.”
“They better learn,” Hemant said.
“There is enough shit in this city already. I’m sick of it. I’m sick of all of
them.”
“I know,” Schinde sighed. “But have you seen the lines outside that mobile toilet, Patil saab? There are fifty thousand people in the slums in Garib Nagar. There are 10 seats in that toilet, and that too 6 are reserved for women and children. Can you imagine how long this old man will have to wait in the line? It might be twenty-thirty minutes at least…”
A small boy came up to them, with a
samosa in one hand. He turned to Hemant and saluted him with his other hand.
“Good morning saab.”
“What do you want?” Hemant said
gruffly.
“Nothing saab. Just wanted to say good
morning, that’s all.”
“Go, get lost from here,” Hemant said. The
boy skipped off along the footpath.
Hemant turned back to Schinde. “This
stupid government needs to install more toilets.”
“Yes, they do,” Schinde agreed.
“Swachh Bharat, Swachh Bharat, they go
on. But who will pay the money for the toilets? No one will. And then fools
like us are left chasing rascals who insist on shitting on the roads.” Hemant
gripped his lathi tight. “And how much we get paid for this shitty work?
Peanuts, we get paid peanuts. Even the auto drivers make more than us.”
Schinde just nodded.
“The whole system sucks, Schinde. I’m
sick of it. I’m sick of this job. One day, I will quit and do my own thing…”
Just then, the rain started to pick up,
and water droplets streamed down on the two Marshalls. The gusty winds made the
rain come down at oblique angels.
“This fucking rain also now,” Hemant
said. “I’m going to get my umbrella.”
Hemant turned away from his colleague,
and walked along the road. He dragged his lathi on the ground, making a
scraping sound as he walked. He brought one arm up to shield his face from the
rain.
At the far end of the road, a
bearded man with a white turban walked along the footpath. He went behind a
tree, and squatted down low. Then, he slipped his pants down.
“Hey, you rascal,” Hemant shouted.
“Stop that.”
The man appeared to not hear. He took
out a newspaper, and placed one set of pages on his head to shield himself from
the rain. He held the remaining pages in his hand, while still in the squatting position with his pants down.
“Stop that, you bastard,” Hemant
yelled, moving towards the man.
The man looked up suddenly, his eyes
widening. In a flash, he dropped the newspaper, jumped to his feet, and
started to run.
“You rascal,” Hemant ran after him.
“You have to pay a fine now.”
The turbaned man pulled his pants up as
he continued to run. He reached the end of the road, and turned left.
Hemant ran faster. His breath came in
wheezing gasps, as his middle-aged body struggled to keep up.
“Stop running, you rascal,” He shouted.
Without warning, his legs slipped on
the wet road, and gave way from under him.
Hemant was flung backwards, and landed
flat on the ground. A searing pain shot up his backside.
The rain continued to beat down upon
him. He lay still for a while, groaning softly.
“This fucking job. I hate this, I hate this.”
It was a few minutes before he was able
to stand up again. He leaned against a parked car, and rubbed his back.
He saw a store there that had a green
plus in front of it. ‘Shree Ganesh Medical Store’ the sign proclaimed in
capital letters.
Something inside him palpitated. An
itch that had refused to go away for as long as he could remember.
Hemant Patil had always wanted to start
a business, and his dream business was a medical store.
He had worked all over the city; first
as a building watchman, then as a traffic hawaldar, now as a clean up marshal. He
had seen many businesses thrive, then struggle, and then sink. The video
cassette shops came and went. At one time, pool parlors were a rage, and then
they all disappeared. There were cyber cafes, all of which shut down.
Things always kept changing.
But one thing that never went out of
style was medicines. People always fell sick. Medicines would always be needed.
Always.
One day he would have his own medical
store. It was the only stable business that could last for generations. He
would serve the elderly and the young alike. The whole neighborhood would come
to him. He would research, and keep everything from the latest foreign
medicines to the Ayurveda creams.
In his head, the parked car turned
into a counter top. The people walking along on the footpath were his
customers.
A smile grew on his face, as he
greeted each customer and retrieved the medicines they requested. Often, he
would suggest the right medicine for them.
Stomach upset? Take Immodium. Need
to relieve pain? Try Combliflam. Dust allergies? Have some Cetzine.
“Have some Cetzai?” He heard a voice
ask.
“Cetzai? You must be meaning Cetzine?”
“…Masala chai…?”
Hemant felt the rain drench his
whole body. His vision gradually readjusted to the scene around him.
“What happened, Patil saab?” Someone
asked. “Are you okay?”
Hemant didn’t respond.
“Patil saab?” The mustached figure
of Schinde stood before him. “What happened to your umbrella?”
“Ha?” Hemant looked dazed.
What happened to his medical store?
What happened to his loyal customers? Why was he back here in the rain and the
shit of this stinking place?
“I was asking if you want some masala
chai,” Schinde said. “Some of us are going to the chai stall. You should come.”
“I don’t want,” Hemant said brusquely.
He turned and walked away, his shoes splashing amongst the puddles on the road.
One day, he would have his own store.
One day, he would sell medicines to thousands of people. One day….
****
Back at Chachi’s butta stall, the
two students, Karan and Rahul, stood there, biting into their corn.
Chachi had just served some other
customers, and shifted the coals to keep her flame going. She watched the two
boys. They were lost in their own thoughts, ruminating as they chewed down the
corn.
“You know,” She said, “The problem
with all these dreams is that when you finally achieve them, nothing really
changes.”
Both the boys looked at her, startled.
“I didn’t know you understood
English,” Rahul said.
“And you were following our
conversations??” Karan interjected.
Chachi smiled. It was that calming
smile of hers that seemed to come from a place of serenity.
“When you achieve your dream, maybe
you’ll be happy for a short while,” She said. “But then life will go on. You’ll
still have day-to-day problems. It will be the same as before. Nothing will be
too different.”
The boys looked at the old butta lady,
with flabby arms, and two nose rings, in a newfound light.
“You know the other problem with
chasing these dreams?” Chachi went on. “You miss everything that is happened
around you.
“Did you notice the little boy who
came and asked you for money? Did you observe the family that came here after
you, with the small girl who was trying to pacify her crying baby sister?
“Did you smell the fresh rain in the
air? Did you even taste those buttas that you have almost finished eating? The
hot corn, the spicy masala…did you really taste it?”
The boys stayed silent for a few
moments.
“No, I didn’t,” Karan said, staring at
his butta. “I didn’t properly taste it.”
“Neither did I,” Rahul admitted.
“And I didn’t notice that crying baby
and her sister,” Karan said. “I didn’t see any of it.”
“There is nothing wrong with having
dreams,” Chachi said. “Nothing wrong with chasing after what you want. But
you shouldn’t get so obsessed that you miss everything that is happening around
you. You’ll miss opportunities for joy, for making human connections. Your life
will go by, and you won’t notice most of it.”
The boys looked at her gravely.
“You’re right, Chachi,” Karan said.
“You’re very right.”
He brought his butta close to his face,
paused, and took in the smell. Then, slowly and deliberately, he bit into it.
“Wow,” Karan said. “This butta is
amazing, Chachi.”
Rahul also paid close attention to his
last few bites.
“Thank you Chachi,” Rahul smiled, as he
paid her for their buttas.
“Take care boys,” Chachi smiled back.
“We will remember what you said,
Chachi,” Karan said. “We‘ll pay attention to what is happening around us, and
try to not get too caught up in dreams.”
Chachi watched them walk away. She had
a slight smile, and a wistful look in her eyes.
She knew they wouldn’t follow her
advice. Not for long at least. Soon, their relentless stream of thoughts would
return and suck their attention inwards.
Mumbai was a city full of dreamers. And
the dreamers just wouldn’t stop dreaming…
****
