The Delivery Boy - Part 2


If you haven't already, first read The Delivery Boy - Part 1 

*****
I decided to follow Chawla again.
This time, I borrowed a bicycle. Mumbai’s rush hour traffic crawls like a snail in a park, so a bike can keep up with a car.
I could have taken the dagger from the garbage or the diya stand before that, and gotten some money for it.
God knows I needed the money. Fifteen thousand rupees in five more days, or that chaprasi would throw Pinky out.
But I didn’t take the dagger nor the diya. I had to know what the game was first. No Sindhi baniya could be stupid enough to throw out something worth 10 lakhs.
Chawla went to his shop. I stopped a safe distance away and waited till that pesky Pankaj went off on his lunch break.
A group of white firangs opened the door, setting off a little bell. Leaving my bike on the footpath, I slipped inside behind them, and ducked into the aisle to the left, while Chawla looked at the foreigners with his big baniya eyes.
The  shop racks were stacked high with statues and t-shirts and photo frames, high enough that I could be unseen in the aisle, yet able to watch my bike through the window. It helped that I was short and dark and practically invisible to most.
Customers came and went, until there was an afternoon lull. I heard Chawla shuffle towards my aisle. I crouched behind a rack of ‘I-Love-Mumbai’ t-shirts.
Luckily, the bell on the door tinkled again.
“Not here,” Chawla gasped. “I told you not here.”
I peeked around the rack and immediately recognized the big man with biceps like footballs and hanging gold chains. The hockey stick from before was replaced by a black plastic bag in his hand.
Bundles of crisp 500 rupee notes came out from the bag, as Chawla staggered behind the counter to put them away.
“Thakur, don’t do this here,” Chawla remonstrated with his hands.
The big brute shrugged. He kept planting notes on the counter, and Chawla kept tucking them below.
“How much…?”
“It’s 50 lakhs.”
Through the window, I saw a pair of boys on the road outside eyeing my bike.
“It’s too much,” The baniya sputtered. “I can’t take…”
“You’ve already taken it,” Thakur laughed, making a sound like the braying of a horse.
“I…I can’t…”
“Narayan Seth doesn’t want dirty cash from Sharad Bhai. He wants his money cleaned,” Thakur said. “You got to bid the highest for the item you’re told about…”
“Yes, items sold by Narayan Seth’s companies,” Chawla said. “And then white money gets deposited into his accounts….I know how the system works Thakur, but the amounts are too much now. How do I show 50 lakhs in my books??”
Outside, the boys crossed the road and moved towards my bike.
“Your son would be rotting in jail if Narayan Seth had not intervened,” Thakur said. “Have you forgotten already?”
“I know but…”
Thakur suddenly yanked Chawla’s collar. He flipped out a pocket knife and leaned in. “Looks like you need more convincing.”
Chawla’s eyes were wide with fright. His hands shot up in submission. The gawdy gold of his wristwatch matched Thakur’s dangling chains.
I glanced outside to see the boys examining my bike closely. I thought I saw Shankar across the road. What was he doing here??
I blinked and looked again, but he was gone. That bearded bastard was in my head, invading my thoughts.
Thakur released Chawla, and straightened.
“You’ll be told what to bid for in the usual way,” Thakur said, and turned towards the door. He paused and looked back at Chawla. “What do you do with the items?”
“Nothing, I don’t like keeping them, so I chuck them out.”
“You fool…”
“They are worthless junk anyways. I know they look like original antiques and get appraised, but they are really rubbish, only a way of getting Narayan Seth his money in white.”
“You have this store,” Thakur spread his arms. “Just sell them here.”
One of the boys outside was on the bike, and pedaling away.
Oye,” I shouted, and dashed to the door. Thakur and Chawla stared at me.
One boy ran on foot, the other on the bike.
“Stop,” I ran after them.
The boy on the bike tried to veer past pedestrians, and lost his balance. The bike came crashing down with his legs under it.
He managed to get up and hobble off by the time I got there. I had no time to chase these fools. I got on the bike and pedaled like hell, turning left and right at random.
I didn’t stop till Chawla’s shop was a few zip codes behind me…
*****
The next day, I washed the Volkswagen absently, while Mukund and Keshav looked on.
“You’ve been coming late these days,” Keshav said to me. “Usually, you’re on time.”
“You haven’t heard?” Mukund nudged him.
“Heard what?”
“The Bhatias moved out of Asha Bhavan to go live with their son.”
“Bhatias…?”
“The Hondas are gone,” Mukund explained. “Both of them.”
“Oh,” Keshav’s eyebrows shot up. “So Chotu now has the Volkswagen and…”
“Only the Maruti.”
Keshav nodded solemnly. “Also the newspapers.”
“Your bike fell,” I told Mukund. “The handle is broken. I’ll get it fixed before returning it.”
Mukund stepped towards me with that squirrelly walk of his. He put a hand on my shoulder. “Don’t stress too much, Chotu.”
He left his hand there, and for a brief moment I felt a kinship. Like I wasn’t alone in my misery, and we were all in this together.
The building watchman, Jadhav, approached us. He was in his blue khaki uniform, and his stomach bulged outward, eager to escape from the confines of his shirt.
“Chotu, I’ve to talk to you,” He said. “The residents have complained that their newspapers came late last week.”
“Once or twice,” I said.
“And also,” He tugged his belt buckle. “The papers were wet.”
“Jadhav Bhai,” Mukund said. “Is it Chotu’s fault that there was unseasonal rain in October?”
Jadhav held up a hand. “I’m only relaying the message.”
Arrey but…”
“The society chairman has said that if more complaints come, he will ask for Chotu to be replaced.”
I stared at him with eyeballs of fire. But I said nothing.
The watchman turned and shuffled away.
“Don’t worry,” Mukund said. “They can’t fire you for such a stupid reason.”
“They can,” I said sardonically. “And they will.”
A silence swept over the Asha Bhavan parking lot, as everyone went back to their work.
“You’ll be alright,” Keshav said. “It’ll take time but you can save money, pay whoever you need to, and get that job at the online shop.”
“How much time?” I said. “5 years? 10 years?”
I had only four days before the chaprasi’s ultimatum…
I was sick of getting my tail twisted like a monkey. I was done being a puppet in the game show of life.
My phone buzzed with a text. It was from Sanjay Sharma, and had a list of item numbers with pictures and prices.
It buzzed again. Jaggu, who I knew from a past delivery job at Chor Bazaar, simply wrote: ‘It’s on.’
I smiled. It was time to play my own game…
*****
Color printouts cost 50 bucks a page! It’s outrageous. These rascals with the little print shops are looting the public.
The item I’d chosen was a white cricket ball used in the final of 2011 World Cup, autographed by the man himself: Mahendra Singh Dhoni. Our captain, who finished it with a six launched into the Mumbai night sky, sending the Wankhede crowd into raptures.
It was a moment no Indian would forget. They better not. My deal with Jaggu depended on it.
I reached Asha Bhavan early, before the first light of the sun, before the night watchman stirred from his slumber, before even the milkman.
I crouched near Chawla’s door, silencing my breath. I compared the printout there with the one from my bag. My item number was scribbled in red at the same spot on the page.
All I had to do was to leave my printout where I found the other.
Then the wait began…
*****
The building garbage dump became the center of my existence. The ball didn’t appear the next day, nor the day after.
Where was it??
One more day left to pay the chaprasi principal…
I texted Sharma frantically, and he confirmed that the Dhoni ball had been purchased by a fat Sindhi baniya.
I was gazing lustily at the garbage, when a voice called out. “Chotu.”
I turned to see Neelam madam in a yellow salwar-kameez with the usual silver bracelet. Her expression was grave.
“You’ve been coming late,” She said. “You’ve been distracted. The car has not been as clean as normal.”
Her voice was soft and measured. To me, it sounded like the tolling of a death knell.
“I’m sorry,” She said.
A bile rose in my stomach to my chest, constricting my lungs, and bitter in my mouth.
“I have to let you go,” She said.
My mouth opened. There were words in there for sure, but what came out was a gurgling sound. No matter. The drooping of my shoulders and shrinking of my eyes said what needed to be said.
“I’ve found somebody else,” She went on. “Don’t take the keys from tomorrow.”
She stood there for a moment, waiting for a reaction. Then she turned to Shankar and nodded.
He brought the Volkswagen around and opened the door for her. I thought I saw him smirk.
He saluted and gently closed the door after madam was inside.
Oh yes, the bearded bastard was definitely smirking. I wanted to rip his face off and kick it like a football.
I watched her drive away. My beautiful blue Volkswagen, who I had scrubbed so dearly and for so long, whose every inch I kept spotless.
She eased out of the parking lot, out of the lane, out of my life.
A hand came on my shoulder. It was Mukund. He and Keshav had seen everything.
I shrugged off his hand and walked away. My train ride back to Dharavi felt like the longest train ride I’d ever taken. The city flew by me. Residential skyscrapers under construction, swanky shopping malls, new bridges and highways.
But I didn’t see any of that. I saw the filthy train tracks, the family of four living in a tent near garbage, the stray dog hobbling and twisting its neck to lick an injured back leg.
That was my world. Not the one above, but the one below.
I reached home and found Pinky curled up in one corner, her legs tucked under her body, scribbling in a notebook. She was in an oversized grey t-shirt and denim shorts.
“What you doing home so early?” I stared at her. “And where is your school uniform?”
“I had to give it back,” She replied without looking up.
“Back to whom??”
“They take the uniform back on a student’s last day.”
“Last day,” I sputtered. “Last day….”
Pinky looked at me. I saw that her school bag had disappeared too.
“Did that bastard Shirodkar…”
Pinky nodded with her eyes.
“It’s one day early,” I shouted. “He said one week.”
“Bhaiya, it’s not like we could pay him fifteen thousand rupees by tomorrow anyways,” She said. “He must have assumed that…”
“Oh he assumed, did he?” My voice dripped with venom. “The chaprasi had the audacity to assume that a pathetic loser like me wouldn’t pay him.”
Burning lava from an active volcano rose up my spine and cauterized my head.
“At least they let me keep my notebook,” Pinky said.
My forehead began pulsating. It was the same volcano which had exploded the other day. It was my fault that my baby sister was no longer in school, and had nothing but a notebook left. It was my fault that Neelam madam cut me off from my Volkswagen.
It was my fault. Not greedy principals or bearded valets.
I watched Pinky sit there immersed in her notebook. On the day of our father’s funeral, I swore I would take care of her. She was my responsibility.
I was responsible. For everything. Me and me alone.
*****
I went back to Asha Bhavan, though I had only a measly Maruti to wash, and newspapers to toss. I went there for the garbage.
The Dhoni ball still hadn’t appeared…
On the third day, it finally struck me. I recalled the big brute admonishing Chawla to sell the items, not trash them.
I couldn’t be seen in the shop again. But I had an idea for who could be my trusted accomplice for this task.
“You want me to buy a ball?” Pinky asked, as we got off the train.
“A white cricket ball,” I took out my phone, searched for a picture, and held it up for her. Then, I looked up another picture. “And it should have this signature on it.”
Pinky peered at the phone, and then at me. “I’ve not seen you play cricket for years…”
“I don’t know how much he’ll charge for it,” I handed her few hundred rupee notes. “Pay whatever it is.”
“Why can’t you buy it yourself? Why do you need me?”
“I’ll explain everything later,” I said.
Pinky’s eyes were bristling with questions.
“Think of it as a game,” I said. “Like chor-police we played as kids.”
“This is not chor-police,“ She said. “This is like how you used to send me to Papa to ask for money….because I was cuter than you.”
“Yes,” I smiled. “You’re still cuter.”
I stopped several streets away from the shop. “You remember the directions?”
“Left at the end of this road, then right, then right again.”
Pinky had walked on her own all over Dharavi and Matunga and Sion. Not once had she gotten lost. My sister was smart.
“Okay bhaiya, I’m going,” Pinky said.
I nodded, and watched her walk away.
Then, I paced up and down, down and up, round and round. The guy at the nearby Xerox shop looked at me like I was a crazy freak.
It made sense. I was also muttering to myself.
Will the ball be there?
Will she be able to get it?
Will she be alright?
Half an hour passed. It felt like an eon. Like the whole Ramayan  and Mahabharat could have been narrated in that much time. The Xerox guy seemed as though he would call the cops on me.
Finally, my sister emerged.
I rushed to her. “Did you get it? Did you get it?”
She handed me the ball. I twirled it in my hand, and squinted my eyes to compare it with the picture on my phone.
This was it. This was the ball. I got, I got it!
“How much?” I asked.
“200.”
The baniya probably thought it was junk as usual.
Pinky watched the smile envelop my face and sparkle in my eyes. “Bhaiya, are you going to tell me what you’re up to?”
I held her hand and started walking. “We’ll be moving out of Dharavi soon, to a better place.”
“What?”
“Yes,” I nodded vigorously. “And you’ll be back to school again. A much better school than that shit hole.”
Pinky stared at me as though I was speaking Latin.
“Trust me Pinky.”
*****
I tossed each newspaper with an exaggerated flourish, I scrubbed the Maruti with a song on my lips.
Diwali was weeks away, but I was already feeling festive. I felt like jumping. I felt like hugging someone. In lieu of that, I showered some love on the Maruti, which I had always taken for granted.
“Chotu? You’re here?”
I turned to see Keshav clutching his greying hair.
“Keshav Bhai,” I chirped and grinned.
“They…they came asking about you.”
Then I saw the sobering looking on his face.
“What?” I said. “Who came?”
“A bunch of goons. One guy was huge, looked like he could punch down a tree.”
I blinked and swallowed.
“They said Sharad Bhai was looking for you,” Keshav said. “What kind of trouble have you gotten into, Chotu?”
“I…I…”
Looking for me…they were looking for me…how did they know??
“You should go,” Keshav said.
“Yes,” I dropped my wash cloth on the ground and broke into a jog.
“Chotu,” Keshav said from behind me. “Mukund left early today but he said you can keep his bike, he doesn’t need it back.”
I didn’t care, I had bigger fish to fry. I kept moving and on the way out glimpsed Shankar smiling and closing the door of the Volkswagen.
I reached Chor Bazaar in a huff, to collect my winnings. I dashed through the narrow gully, pushing past pedestrians, till I arrived at the little shop, which was crammed with pots and pans, bags and belts, watches and clocks, and so much else.
Jaggu was waxing lyrical about a frying pan to two eager housewives. He was a bald man, but strands of hair peeled out of his ears. Gold-rimmed spectacles were perched on his nose.
“Jaggu,” My voice came out shrill. “I need it now.”
He held up a hand, and I grimaced. It took him ten minutes to close the transaction. When the ladies were gone, I stepped forward.
“Never interrupt when I’m with a customer,” Jaggu said. His voice was deep and full of bass, a far cry from his mellow customer voice.
“Do you have my cash?” I said.
From a plastic box, he flung a hundred rupee note on the table.
“What is this?” I had expected to be taken out back and presented with a suitcase.
“Your cash.”
“You said it would be worth 50 lakhs, maybe more.”
“This rubbish?” Jaggu reached beneath the table and tossed the white ball at me. “It’s a fake.”
“What??” I scowled at the ball. “It can’t be…”
“That signature was made a few days ago. My guy confirmed it.”
“But…but…” My throat dried up. How could it be??
“Get out of here Chotu,” Jaggu said. “I have a business to run.”
I stayed rooted to the spot. A turmoil of thoughts scrambled my brain. Then, one name crystallized.
SHANKAR.
It had to be him. I thought I had seen him that day at the baniya’s shop. His friend Pankaj was Chawla’s driver, he could have swapped the ball with a fake…
I took one step and stumbled. My legs felt heavy. My stomach felt woozy.
“Your ball has been sold Chotu,” Jaggu’s voice sounded distant.
“Wh…what?”
“We’re a small community here, and word gets around,” Jaggu paused for a moment, then continued. “I heard that a competitor of mine acquired an original cricket ball from 2011, signed by Dhoni.”
“Who…when…” More saliva than words spurted from my mouth.
“Go home Chotu.”
I took a deep breath. “I’ll go. Just describe the seller to me.”
Jaggu nodded. “I saw him yesterday….”
“Was he a bearded man with a big chin…?”
“…he was a short, wiry fellow who walked in a funny way…”
“Walked in a funny way,” I mumbled.
“He took short, quick steps,” Jaggu said. “Like a rabbit or a…”
“Squirrel,” I gasped.
Jaggu’s head moved up and down, and seemed to expand like a balloon, then blurred out. The narrow gully revolved in front of me.
“…Mukund left early…” Keshav’s voice echoed in my head. “He doesn’t want his bike back…”
Mukund who lived next-door to Pankaj. Mukund who knew about everything from Swapnil’s new salary to the wares at Chawla’s shop.
Mukund who pleaded my case to the watchman, who generously lent me his bike.
He had duped me all along. How could I be so stupid???
Now Sharad Bhai was looking for me….
I left the bazaar, jumped into a train, and raced back to our shack in Dharavi. It was empty.
“Pinky,” I called out.
I heard car horns from the road, the buzzing of mosquitoes, the chattering of neighbors. But not the voice I wanted to hear.
“Pinkeeeeeee,” I screamed and ran through the slum alleys. “Pinkeeeeeeee….”
They couldn’t have taken her…it was me they wanted, and the ball.
“Pinkeeeeeee……”
“What? What happened?” A head popped out from one of the shacks. My baby sister.
I ran to her and held her shoulders. “Where were you? Are you alright? Are you alright?”
“I was just playing with Meenu.”
“Let’s go pack your things,” I took her to our shack. I brought out a bag and started dumping things inside it.
“Bhaiya, what’s going on??”
“Move fast and pack everything you want to take.”
“Take where??”
“We have to leave Pinky,” I roared. “We have to leave now.”
Her eyes met mine, and then she got into action. She bundled her scanty possessions into a small haversack.
I wrote Mukund’s name and number on a page from Pinky’s notebook, and left it on the cot, along with the ball.
“This is all because of that cricket ball?” Pinky looked incredulous.
“We have to go,” was all I said.
*****
One month later…
We lived in a shit hole slum in Nalasopara. I never thought I’d say this, but I missed Dharavi.
Pinky was in another pathetic government school, worse than before. I had made those lofty promises to her, and broken them. She never quarreled with me about it. It was obvious from the creases under my eyes and restless twitch in my face that I was inflicting enough punishment upon myself.
The days passed dolefully, one after another. Diwali arrived, the festival of sparkling lights and colorful rangolis and sweet mithai. But for me, the city remained darkness and shadows.
I took Pinky to a bazaar to buy any gift she chose. Throngs of people filled the street, exchanging animated festive greetings while they shopped and ate. Firecrackers exploded in the sky.
I took furtive glances over my shoulder, as had become my habit. Sharad Bhai’s gang had probably moved on. Still, in the reflection of shop windows, I would sometimes see the glint of gold chains hanging over a hairy chest. My body would quiver, expecting a blow…
“Bhaiya, I want this,” Pinky held up a large spiral-bound notebook with lined pages.
“Really?” I said. “Not a new dress? Or shoes?”
“Fine,” Pinky put the notebook down and turned away.
“No, no, you can get whatever you want,” I said and paid the vendor for the notebook. “What about pens? Do you want a nice pen?”
“I like pencils,” Pinky said.
I bought 4 pencils and 2 notebooks. Pinky gave me a brief hug, and clutched her prize.
She was special, my sister. Someday the whole world would see it.
In one shop, I saw a brass diya stand, and my body froze. The memories came flooding back. Of fat baniyas, greedy principals, bearded valets. Of my clever plan, and my colleague who stole the winnings…
I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around, trembling.
“Chotu, so good to see you.”
“Keshav,” I looked at my old colleague. “How are you?”
“I’m still at Asha Bhavan, same old. How are you, Chotu?”
“Surviving.”
“Good, good,” Keshav said. “Did you know Shankar got the job at the online shop and is earning big bucks?”
“Oh.”
“Apparently, he had been saving money for years to pay the bribe.”
“What news of Mukund?” I asked.
Keshav shook his head. “He disappeared. I never saw him or heard from him after that day. And Pankaj too,” He brushed his palm in the air. “Both were just gone.”
“Bhaiya, can I get ice-cream?” Pinky asked, and quickly added. “It’s okay if we can’t…”
“Yes,” I said, and handed her two tenners.
She gave me one back. “I’ll get the half scoop.”
Keshav turned to leave. “Okay take care Chotu,” He said. “Visit us at Asha Bhavan sometime.”
I watched Pinky relish each bite of her ice-cream, including the cone.
So, Shankar had moved up in life. He was probably never after my Volkswagen job. He was not such a bad guy as I imagined.
I thought about Mukund. Why did I never suspect him? Was he living a life of luxury now? Was he looking over his shoulder like me? Would Sharad Bhai find him one day? I hope he gets caught…
As for me, I’m scrubbing toilets now instead of cars. It doesn’t matter. I’ll do whatever it takes to look after my sister.

The Delivery Boy - Part 1


They call me Chotu. It means small boy, and I’m still called that, even though I’m 18 years old now. My parents, the hopeless drunks, never bothered to come up with a real name for me.
But they are gone now. Thankfully.
Papa overdosed on charas one night. Mumma fell from a bus in a drunken stupor, and was run over by oncoming traffic.
It’s just me and Pinky now, and we take care of each other.
We live in a hundred square foot shack in the Dharavi slum of Mumbai, with a corrugated metal sheet that serves as a roof, a curtain for a door, and no light or ventilation inside. I’ve seen houses where the Memsaab’s wardrobe is bigger and brighter than our place.
The thin alleys of the slum stink of feces and rotting garbage. The open drains teem with mosquitoes. An ocean of people lives here, more than a thousand humans for every toilet.
It’s the only place I’ve ever called home.
I’ve worked many odd jobs. I’ve been a waiter at a dhabha. I’ve polished shoes. I've delivered newspapers and washed cars.
Pinky is in the 6th standard, and I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure she stays in school.
*****
The blaring of a police siren.
The barking of a stray dog.
The clattering of steel utensils to the floor.
In the slum, there’s no need for an alarm clock. An assortment of sounds will wake you up long before the first rays of the sun touch the night sky.
I stood up and stretched. Next to me, Pinky stirred on the low wooden cot.
“Bhaiya,” She mumbled, her eyes half-closed.
I bent down and adjusted the razai to cover her body. The thing was tattered and threadbare. Winter was almost here, and I had to get a proper cover for her.
Outside, the line to take a shit was already hundred people long. I refuse to stand in that line. The years in Dharavi have left me bereft of any shame, and I’m happy to do my business on the street. Sometimes the pandu hawaldars get after me, but I can easily outrun those fatsos.
I took the train to Churchgate, collected my daily bundle of newspapers, and set off to nearby housing colonies.
At Asha Bhavan building, I walked from flat to flat, tossing papers at doorsteps. Near one door, I saw a color printout of a brass diya stand, with some numbers scribbled in red.
Shankar was the building valet, in charge of all the cars. He had a thick beard and a chin that protruded beyond his face. He handed me three car keys: one Maruti and two Hondas.
“Volkswagen?” I looked at him.
The Volkswagen was my favorite. Not because of the leather seats, digital display, or power steering. We don’t drive, we only scrub. The more expensive the car, the more we get paid.
“Has Neelam madam gone to Pune again?” I asked.
Shankar looked past me, as though I was invisible. An old Hindi film song blared from one of the car radios.
Mere sapno ki rani kab aayegi tu … Chali aa, tu chali aa …”
Shankar rapped his knuckles on the bonnet of the musical car. “This time in the morning, no sapno ki rani is coming.”
Mukund was down on his haunches, wiping the tires. “What Shankar Bhai…”
“The residents have complained,” Shankar switched the radio off. “Your music wakes them up in the morning.”
“Oh, the residents,” Mukund muttered. “Mustn’t disturb their beauty sleep then.”
“What?”
“Can’t a man at least enjoy a tune while working?”
“Put it on again, and I’ll get you fired,” Shankar said and walked off.
Mukund stood up and gave a mock salute. He was a short, wiry fellow whose gait reminded me of a squirrel. He didn’t walk, he scurried.
“That man doesn’t like you, you know,” Mukund said to me. “He’s trying to get his nephew your Volkswagen job.”
I glared at him, and then towards Shankar’s post.
“But Neelam madam knows you do a great job,” Mukund added.
“Did you hear about Swapnil?” Keshav was wiping a windshield. His greying hair and wrinkled hands spoke of a lifetime of labor.
“He got a delivery job at some online shop,” Mukund said. “I heard he’s getting 30 thousand a month.”
“Wow,” Keshav whistled.
My ears perked up. “How did he get this job?”
Mukund regarded me with amusement.
Arrey, forget it,” He said. “It’s out of your league. They want educated people who speak English.”
“I can speak English,” I frowned in concentration as I recalled the words. “How…how I can help you madaam? I bring loondry for you.”
Mukund laughed so hard his eyes became wet.
“No, I can really speak English…”
“Ha, we heard you,” Mukund grinned. “How do you say ‘Nothing will work out for me’ in English?”
I gave him a piercing stare.
“How much do you think Swapnil had to pay?” Keshav asked me. “There are millions of boys like you and him in Mumbai. How much did he feed those pigs to get picked?”
“One lakh,” Mukund said. “At least.”
“I don’t understand,” I said. “You have to bribe the same people who will then be paying your salary? What sense does that make??”
“You don’t know how the world works Chotu,” Keshav said. “There’s always someone who decides, and they’re always greedy.”
“It takes money to make money,” Mukund added.
“If I had so much money, why would I need a new job?” I threw out my hands. “Can’t they hire me because I come on time and work hard?”
Mukund and Keshav exchanged a wry smile.
“Just wash the car,” Mukund said. “The game is rigged against people like you.”
I caught my own reflection in the car window. It was a dark face ridden with scars. The skin on my arms was wasting away with daily labor and not enough nourishment. A black mole on my neck was my birthmark.
My whole existence felt like a black mark.
Whatever this game was that Mukund spoke of, I was surely losing. I needed a shortcut, a cheat code.
My next job was to wash dishes at an Udupi dhabha. I made sure every dish was squeaky clean and by the end of it, the smell of sambhar emanated from my pores.
My only sustenance was one vada pav. But it’s my favorite part of the day. The vada pav, with its boiled and fried potato neatly packed into a soft white bun, and spicy red garlic chutney that will make your taste buds soar, is the best thing that ever happened to Mumbai.
Finally done for the day, I walked to Grant Road station. I went past Kamathipura, the red light district where groups of women leaned against rickety doors, wearing low-cut blouses that displayed their cleavage. Some were young and shy; some were provocative and solicited their clients without hesitation.
I ignored these activities as I walked on. But the face of one girl made me freeze in my stride.
Those blueish eyes. That dimple on her cheeks.
Shruti, the sweet girl who grew up next-door to us in the slum, was doing the dirty business at Kamathipura. It was a reality that I still couldn’t digest. The same girl who would quietly play with her little plastic doll. She never troubled anyone. And today she was doing this.
For people like us, all roads lead to hell…
Back at our shack in Dharavi, music played from a small wireless radio, and Pinky twirled her body. She was in her school uniform, a collared blue top and a long blue skirt. Her hair was tied in two ponytails on either side of her head.
I shut off the music. “Did you do your homework?”
She nodded.
“You better do it,” I said. “You have to study well and get a proper job, and then get out of this place.”
“I’ll do all that bhaiya,” Pinky said. “But life is about more than going to school and doing homework.”
She put the music back on. “It’s also about having fun.”
I watched her dance to the tunes playing on the radio, and the tunes playing in her heart.
I wish that were true. I wish there was more to life. I wish it was about having fun. But it wasn’t. It was the same shit every day, day after day. Nothing ever changed.
Until that day when things did change…
*****
It was the garbage that changed my life.
I peek into building garbage cans from time to time. It’s pathetic, I know, but in the past I’ve found a cap, a watch, a pair of shoes. I grew up in Dharavi, so the stink never bothered me. In fact, it felt like home.
At Asha Bhavan building, I saw a brass diya stand in the garbage, exactly like the one I had seen earlier on a printout outside the door of flat no. 3, the Chawla residence.
Strange coincidence, eh?
Meanwhile, Neelam madam returned and the sky-blue Volkswagen was back. My Volkswagen. I scrubbed greedily, till her wheels gleamed, her mirrors sparkled, and every inch was spotless. She was my highest-paying job, and I admired her dazzling beauty in the morning sunlight.
Next to me, Mukund emerged from the belly of a BMW.
“What do you know about Chawla from no. 3?” I asked him.
“Why?” Keshav looked at me quizzically, from behind a jeep.
Arrey, he wants more work,” Mukund scratched his back. “Swapnil was Chawla’s driver, so there is an opening now.”
I arched an eyebrow. “Tell me about Chawla.”
“Two kids, a boy and a girl,” Mukund said. “He owns a shop in Colaba. The Mrs used to be a dentist, now she’s retired.”
I stopped scrubbing momentarily. How did he know so much??
“What kind of shop?” I asked.
“He sells statues and souvenirs and other rubbish that those firang tourists pay lots of money for,” Mukund said. “Trust me Chotu, you won’t get the job. He wants a proper experienced driver.”
I finished my work in silence. As I was leaving, I saw Neelam madam walk out of the building in a floral pink salwar-kameez with a silver bracelet on her wrist. Shankar scrambled to open the door of the Volkswagen. He saluted her and smiled.
That bearded bastard. His smile was like those duplicate Ray-Ban sunglasses you get at Churchgate station for 50 bucks.
While I waited at the bus stand, I saw Chawla’s Toyota roll to a halt at a traffic signal.
A bus pulled up that wasn’t my bus, but was headed in the same direction as the Toyota. On an impulse, I hopped on.
The diya stand was still in my head. Something weird was going on. What I felt was more than curiosity. It was a primordial instinct that whispered in my ear: Here’s an opportunity.
Or maybe I was just desperate.
A short ride later, the Toyota pulled over. I got off the bus and saw Chawla go up a small flight of marble stairs into a building with wide glass doors.
Oye, where do you think you’re going?” A uniformed guard barked at me, when I tried to go in.
“In there,” I said.
“Hah,” The guard made a sound that was a half-laugh, half-snort. He brushed his hand dismissively in the air.
For people like me, the doors all remain closed.
I hung around nearby. A short man came out of the building, wearing round gandhian glasses and a beige striped shirt tucked into grey pants. A name-tag on his shirt read: Sanjay Sharma, Peon.
He had a mobile phone in one hand, samosa in the other.
“What’s the score?” I asked him.
“120/4. Virat Kohli got out now.”
“But Dhoni is still there.”
“Ya,” His mouth was full. “With Dhoni, there’s always hope.”
I nodded. “What’s that building?”
“Wilson Auction House.”
“What is that? What happens there?”
“Some old stuff that rich people want to buy. Whoever is willing to pay the most money, gets to buy it.”
“Old stuff?” This was bewildering to me.
“Ya, like today they sold a tennis racket that Roger Federer practiced with during his first Wimbledon.”
“Roger who?”
The peon looked me up and down. That familiar contempt.
“Is there a diya stand too?” I asked.
“Ya, lots of stuff like that. Yesterday, a diya stand went for 10 lakhs.”
“10 what??”
The peon wiped his mouth with a tissue and hustled back into the building.
10 lakhs!! Can you believe it? And I saw it lying in the garbage…
An hour later, Chawla appeared holding a dagger with a curved tip and an engraved bronze handle. He was a rotund man wearing sun glasses and a gold watch. A typical Sindhi baniya, who had gotten rich and fat.
“What you doing here Chotu?”
I spun around to see Pankaj, who also worked at Asha Bhavan.
“I…umm…” I gulped down some air. “What are you doing here?”
“I’m working,” He said. “I’m Chawla saab’s new driver.”
“Oh.”
He looked at me expectantly.
“I came to apply for the waiter job there,” I pointed behind him.
It was a cheap Chinese restaurant where a teenager stood taking orders from customers, with a dirty cloth slung over his shoulder.
“My brother-in-law is the manager here,” Pankaj said, and folded his arms across his chest.
I blinked, while he eyed me closely.
“Can…can you ask him if he’ll hire me?” I said.
Pankaj frowned. Then he saw his boss across the road, and hurried towards him.
By now, the gossip at Asha Bhavan would already be about how I was asking about Chawla. And now this.
Pankaj lived next-door to Mukund. He would surely tell Shankar too. I’d seen them chatting over chai. If that bearded bastard said he would get Mukund fired over playing music on car radios, then he could definitely…
I skipped the dhabha job, and went home with a rising knot in my stomach.
*****
“What do you mean there aren’t enough textbooks??”
We were in the principal’s office at Pinky’s school, a dingy room with the paint peeling off the walls and a wobbly ceiling fan that looked like it could come crashing down any second.
Principal Shirodkar sat on a tottering wooden chair behind a scratched wooden desk.
“This is a government school,” He said. “We don’t have money to paint the walls. I’ve been trying to get funds for years…”
“But at least you can give the kids textbooks,” I cut him off.  “Otherwise, how will they study? How will they pass the exams?”
Shirodkar looked from me to Pinky, who sat there toying with her ponytail, and then back to me.
“We have 60 students in the class, and only 27 textbooks,” He said.
Next to me, Pinky started to hiccup.
“Which students get those 27 textbooks?” I asked.
“Ah,” Shirodkar smiled. He ran a fingernail in the gap between two front teeth, which protruded out like those of a cartoon rabbit. Except this rabbit’s teeth were lined with the red stains that came from a lifetime of chewing paan.
“Now you’re asking the right question,” He said, and then lapsed into silence.
Pinky’s hiccups got louder and more frequent. I glanced at her.
“I don’t want it to be this way,” The rabbit principal exhaled a long sigh. “I want all the students to get an equal chance. But that’s not how the world works, you understand?”
I did understand. This bastard chaprasi wanted to dip his filthy wet beak into my hard-earned money.
“How much?” I asked, looking at the desk.
“Bhaiya,” Pinky clutched my fingers. “It’s okay, I can study with friends.”
“No,” I looked at her. “No, you need your own textbooks.”
Shirodkar nodded with satisfaction.
My blood had started to boil, and my sister knew it. Her hiccups went on incessantly.
“The students who got the textbooks gave a generous donation of ten thousand rupees,” Shirodkar said.
“Ten. Thousand. Rupees,” I enunciated each word, with my eyes set ablaze.
Shirodkar shrugged.
“Ten thousand rupees,” I bellowed, standing up and sending my chair flailing backwards.
“Bhai—ya,” Pinky managed, in between accelerating hiccups. Her eyes pleaded with me to stay calm.
Bas, bas,” Shirodkar said. “Stop all this drama.”
“You bastard,” I said. “It’s one thing to fleece businessmen and lawyers and accountants. But to squeeze every last rupee from slum people like me…”
The principal’s face turned red. He stood up violently. “Who the hell do you think you are, ha?”
Pinky’s hiccups reached a crescendo.
“You give my sister the textbooks…” I yelled.
“I don’t take orders from you…” Shirodkar hollered back.
“…And get her a fucking glass of water.”
Suddenly, everything went silent. The hiccuping stopped, and so did the shouting.
Shirodkar and I glared at each other.
“Get out,” He said. “Get out now.”
I took Pinky’s hand and walked to the door.
“Fifteen thousand rupees for you,” He called out from behind me. “And within one week. Or I’ll throw Pinky out of this school.”
I turned and fired a look of unadulterated hatred. “You can’t do that.”
“I can,” He said. “And I will.”
*****
On the train ride back, not a word passed between Pinky and me. She gazed out the window, leaving me to fume.
Back at our shack, she took a notebook from her school bag and sat in a corner with it. I flung off my t-shirt and lay down bare-chested, staring at the ceiling.
A fly slipped in through our curtain-door, and buzzed about near a puttering table fan.
I felt like that fly, with no other place to go but this garbage dump of a home, to dodge fan blades that could slice you at every turn.
The sun rose next morning to start another miserable day. I went about tossing newspapers, cleaning cars, washing sambhar.
In the garbage at Asha Bhavan, I saw a dagger with a curved tip and an engraved bronze handle.
This was not a coincidence anymore. What was Chawla up to??
Walking home from Mahim station, I saw a small crowd gathered at a nearby slum. A brute of a man with bulging biceps stood with a hockey stick in hand. His open shirt buttons exposed a set of gold chains hanging over a hairy chest.
“Move fast,” He growled, and slammed his stick into the backside of a grey-haired old man, who yelped and doubled over.
With the brute were other men with hockey sticks. The accumulated crowd, mostly slum-dwellers, stood mesmerized and unmoving.
Amongst them I recognized Ramprakash, a day laborer from Dharavi. I went over to him. “What’s going on?”
“Sharad Bhai’s gang,” He whispered.
Sharad Bhai. A name that instantly struck fear in our belles. He grew up in our slum, flunked out of school. With his unrestrained courage and aptitude for violence, only one career path beckoned.
He rose through the ranks from minor henchmen sent to threaten and rough up, to gang leader running extortion rackets. Legions of store-owners paid Sharad Bhai monthly dues for his ‘protection’.
“Narayan Industries is building a new factory,” Ramprakash gestured to an area with construction scaffolding and bags of cement. “30 shacks have to be vacated.”
“Vacated??”
“Javed Chacha’s been here 20 years,” He looked towards the old man. “Doesn’t want to leave.”
Javed Chacha lay sprawled on the ground, his trembling palms clasped together in prayer.
“Can…can this happen in Dharavi?” I asked Ramprakash.
“Of course,” He said. “We have no legal papers for our homes.”
The howl of a baby sent a hush through the gathering. The mother, a middle-aged woman in a faded purple saree, cradled it in her arms.
The big brute smashed his stick into her lower back. She screamed and turned her baby away, with her body as a shield.
“C’mon move,” He commanded.
“Please leave her,” Javed Chacha cried. “Please, please, please.”
The man grabbed the ends of her saree and dragged her along the ground, his gold chains dangling.
“Noooo…” She shrieked.
I had seen enough. I turned and started walking. The howls and shrieks rang in my ears.
Vacated. The word burned my brain. One day, we’ll all be vacated…
Droplets of rain fell from the sky and rolled down my skin. I looked up. Grey clouds had gathered above, mesmerized and unmoving.
*****
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